17 March, 2008 | Leave a Comment

sometimes, out of the blue, my self-esteem just plummets to nothing. i find everything about the world and my life to be completely overwhelming. during these times the things other people say and do can wound me deeply. i get upset at them, then they get upset at me for being upset. this doesn’t help the situation.

crying would feel nice right now, like a long hot bath would feel. that urge is there, in the throat, all day long, just beyond my reach.

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1. Anita Says:

   March 18th, 2008 at 12:45 am

   Sleep well, my dear. Sometimes it really is better in the morning.

2. Gregory Says:

   March 18th, 2008 at 4:59 am

   You can have a prayer from me on St Patrick’s day, on old beads, touched by many Irish hands.

   Hail Mary

   Sé do bheatha, a Mhuire,
   atá lán de ghrásta,
   tá an Tiarna leat;
   is beannaithe thú idir mná
   agus is beannaithe toradh do bhroinne,
   Íosa.
   A Naomh Mhuire, a mháthair Dé,
   guigh orainn, na peacaigh,
   anois agus ar uair ár mbáis. Amen.

   So be safe from demons,

   whether they be far or near, whether they be few or with many.

   G.

3. Anglofille Says:

   March 18th, 2008 at 8:37 am

   thanks xx

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